霹雳与我

我或许真的和霹雳州有缘，不然现在的我也不用在这儿上班。

大学预科班，开始认识了霹雳的朋友；

大学的5年生活，室友来自霹雳州；

身边围绕了不少霹雳的朋友，从北至南。

足印踏过不少霹雳的地方：太平，怡保，江沙，爱大华，红土坎，安顺。。。

现在的我，为霹雳州的人民服务。

未来的我还会不会继续留在霹雳，或者落地生根？嗯。。。

如果，还有如果吗？

原来自己一直活在回忆当中。。。

今天的脑海不断浮现多年前的自己，当时的我们。。。

如果我没那么迟钝，我们会走到这一步吗？

如果我没那么冲动，我们还会在一起吗？

如果我明白你的用心，我们还会有分歧吗？

如果我选择早点沟通，我们会分隔两地吗？

大约还有4个小时，即将是我们的3周年纪念，可是，这一切再也无法继续下去了。。。

一切都是毁在我的手中。当年的情景及地点，只有你和我，你的承诺，全深深烙印在脑海中，许久无法忘怀。。。

如果可以，我想拥有4周年，10周年，20周年。。。

如果，还有如果吗？

Raya again!

It's Raya festival again! I just noticed I did not blog for quite sometime, since I start working in Hospital Taiping.

I never think that I will end up my Housemanship here, because I dun like to plan, will let my life be decided by the fate. Many people are curious why I don't fight for the best in my life. I did think of this problem, probably I am weak and less confident, dare not to fight. In the end, I am who I am now, a lowest grading houseman doctor in Malaysia. Should have start thinking of my future, at least 2 years later, but i am still in the crossroad, waiting for a guide...

God, please lead me to a correct way... :-P

Raya made me think of what happened for the last 3 years. A lot of changes, owns and losses as well.

I owned what I dreamt of 3 years ago, and then lost it this year.

Met an minor car accident last 2 years, safe.

Last year I spent raya in Perak, and also this year. The differences is I will be occupied with working life.

No matter what, I should be very grateful of what I have right now, at least I passed my university life and have a stable job now. Hope I can pass my O&G posting peacefully. Looking forward to my convo on October. :-P