Ended a relationship of nearly 3 years, I know I am hurt. A lot of quarrels before this, but mostly I just can keep quiet. I was a coward, dare not to fight, no rights to do so too.
He is the man that I loved, I never have this kind of strong feeling before. I jump into it following my feeling, even though there were some discouragements. I thought I met the right person, who is suitable to me. Learnt a lesson, I tried to grab what I want and don't want give up.
Time flies, a lot of quarrels happened. 'Chances' were given once and once, the answers given were always:
'You never appreciate the chances...'
'We can't communicate anymore....'
'You are slow, brainless and passive...'
'If you continue like this, I will dump you...'
Who wouldn't feel hurt after listen to this? Anyone will understand my feelings? Anyone listen to my needs and wants? Tears dropped for countless times.. I have lost myself, my stands. Luckily I still have family and friends beside me right now.
Listening to love songs repeatly, learning the meaning of love.
Can't imagine when does my wound will heal completely, but for sure, it will have big and ugly scar deep inside my heart.
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