Started to work as a medical staff in hospital since one year ago, I cant pretty sure that I do well enough with my effort and knowledge.
Seeing sick patients every day, some of them managed to be discharged home well; some unlucky patients will stay in the wards for a long periods which risks them higher chance of complications in the hospital.
I know that my job will be more hard compared to other professionals, and I thought that I am getting ready with it. However, I do lost of my patience and temper when the work loads are doubled and tripled, which I tried so hard to avoid it. Sorry for those patients whom I scolded and neglected before. In fact, I want to be a good and respected doctor.
Writing this blog after watching 'Greys Anatomy', which remind me of the first intention of I chose to be a doctor--> TO SAVE LIFES! It is a kind of satisfaction when you see a critically ill patient managed to get well and go home happily. When a word of 'Thank you' come out from their mouth, you will feel that all those efforts and satisfied are worthful, even though you are just an assisstant of their operation.
I will try to remember all of you who taught me a lot of new thinkings. I will continue my journey in this medical field even though it will be harder and harder.
