I think I am really crazy already....
I am going to have a new and challenging task 5 days later, which is my long case presentation. However, I wasted my 3 days surfing internet and chatting, watching drama series and sleeping. Crazy man....I am digging a hole for myself and fail in the exam soon....
Within these 2 days, many thoughts have burden my brain, making it cannot afford further medical facts on the textbook. My mood kept fluctuating from paradice to the hell.
Overall, I am in bad mood today, for no reason again....
Friday, July 31, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
No mood + crazy thought
Having no mood to study now...
I had just finish my 3 exam papers yesterday and my mood is affected by my performance in the exam. My mind is very complicated with lots of feeling. Scared? Worry? Sad? I am not sure, could be combination of all those 3.
Medicine is a very tough course to take, many things have to sacrifice in order to manage your time and do well in this course. I have regreted because of wasting too much time during my first year and did not have a good basic in medicine. Now, everything become tougher and I am barely to catch up the progression of study.
Before entering medical school, I had the childish thought that everything will be fine if I get hardworking. However, I forgot I have to face other problems in family, friends and relationship. Sometime I am tired when thinking of the unsolved problems and affect my mood to study. In the end, my study get affected also. (P/S: I am not blaming the problems affect my studies, but I cannot say that there is no relationship at all. =P)
I think I am really crazy already, type all those rubbish here. Just suddenly want to express my feeling here. hehe.
Finally, really hope that I can get pass in my final exam, in all exam papers, and including all of my coursemates
I had just finish my 3 exam papers yesterday and my mood is affected by my performance in the exam. My mind is very complicated with lots of feeling. Scared? Worry? Sad? I am not sure, could be combination of all those 3.
Medicine is a very tough course to take, many things have to sacrifice in order to manage your time and do well in this course. I have regreted because of wasting too much time during my first year and did not have a good basic in medicine. Now, everything become tougher and I am barely to catch up the progression of study.
Before entering medical school, I had the childish thought that everything will be fine if I get hardworking. However, I forgot I have to face other problems in family, friends and relationship. Sometime I am tired when thinking of the unsolved problems and affect my mood to study. In the end, my study get affected also. (P/S: I am not blaming the problems affect my studies, but I cannot say that there is no relationship at all. =P)
I think I am really crazy already, type all those rubbish here. Just suddenly want to express my feeling here. hehe.
Finally, really hope that I can get pass in my final exam, in all exam papers, and including all of my coursemates
Saturday, July 4, 2009
相似的脸孔?
这个世界上真的有那么多相似的脸孔吗？
曾听过一个报导，地球上的茫茫人海中，平均会有七至八个毫无血缘关系的人与你面貌相似。幸运的就会拥有所谓的‘明星脸’，或者是‘大众脸’。
今天会有如此感触，是因为看了一部 台湾明星天心主演的旧电影，发现她在电影的造型与某人超像，同样拥有那种的感觉。说真的，我也不懂现在的她过得如何了，应该还不错吧？加油哦，朋友！
许多时候都会遇见与友人面貌相似的路人，虽然大多数都被人吐嘲一点都不像，我依然乐在其中。好可惜的是，我还没有机会遇见另外七位面貌相似的我，遇见后的那种感觉一定很奇怪吧？嘻嘻！
数年前自己被友人认为自己貌似大马著名马来歌手。难道就是我的皮肤黝黑，我只有机会像友族同胞？我个人认为自己并不像。还好那个女明星也是个美人坯子，被沾上边还真是我的荣幸。哈哈哈。。。
总而言之，别只想成为别人的影子，做回自己，活出独特的风格才是最重要的。
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