Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I need to control my diet!!!

I just attended a lecture entitled ‘overweight and obesity’ this afternoon. I felt shocked after been shown the prevalence of obesity and its long term complications. In fact, I have known these quite a long time ago. However, the interesting presentation of my lecturer made me paying more attention during the class.

In the nearly end of the lecture, there was a slide shown that obesity caused by mismatch of food intake and energy expenditure. For instance, a small pack of French fries consumption will need non-stop jogging for 40minutes to balance it and so for a bottle of coke!!!
Oh my god! I just ate those junk foods last 2 days as my supper. No wonder my friend told me that I looked fatter than last few times she met me. T.T

When hearing this fact, I looked at my roommate. She had the same supper as me (although I ate more than her, haha). I knew she had the same thought as me. I did hope the lecturer hyperbola this fact, really hope so…
Despite knowing the fact, I still cannot control my appetite. After the dinner, there was no stomach fullness. After Maggie mee was eaten, my dear roommate bought me a ‘char shao pao’ again. Thus, I had excess lots of calorie and no exercise at all. That is the main reason I am on the way to join obesity group. Hahaha

Hope tomorrow I managed to control my diet lo…

Thursday, May 14, 2009

考试后的觉悟

今天躲在房里无所事事,从早上一觉醒来就是看了最爱的韩国片《爱在哈佛》。原本还计划今天打我的报告的,又浪费了一个美丽的早晨。

昨天刚考完我的Short case,好讨厌自己的不努力,昨天的表现好差,好失望。。。不敢于友人讨论太多,怕他们发现我的差劲。是自尊心在作祟吗?还是我不敢接受事实?听见身边的同学们都表现得还不错,回想起当时老师脸上对我失望的表情,可想而知我是多么的没出息和不争气。明明早已知道自己的弱点在那里,只有逃避和不敢面对。之前一直祈求别让我面对类似的题目,避过了几次,这次再也逃不了。


我又伤心吗?不,麻木了。。。多次的考试不及格让我对自己的自信减少了。从前那个功课很好的我不知何时已经不在了,现在的我每当考试前总是希望及格就好。

偶尔还会想起小学和中学的辉煌史。虽然不是全校第一,但至少还有令我感到骄傲的地方。每一次的政府考试都是以全甲的成绩单交给父母,使他们的脸上占了不少光。反之,最近三年总是让他们操心了,一方面担心我身在外地吃喝睡得好不好,又要在我压力时当我的心事垃圾桶,请原谅女儿的不孝。

反复对自己说要认真读书,往往又被某些事情给耽搁。还有两个月就年终大考了,大约六十多天的时间,我有能力把过去一年内所堆积的课业全追回来吗?太多太多了,无法迎头赶上同学们的步伐。后悔有用吗?时间是不会等待迟疑的人,套有人常对我的称呼‘傻婆’,什么事都比别人慢一步,后知后觉。

充实地利用接下来的日子吧!没有尝试过,怎么知道不会成功呢?但假如我们放弃尝试, 就注定一定会失败!!!

最近才爱上的一首歌

后来的我们-品冠
越过那条长街才转弯
那是以前我常来的地方
谁还传言和感情的窗
一直希望对面是一片海洋

後来听说你一直想搬
太多寂寞在屋里一直烧不完
在别人面前我们总显的大方
说还是朋友或许只是一个假象

後来的我们一直都遇不上
彷佛都在避开某一些地方
在人群中都走的特别匆忙
怕一不小心就认出对方

後来的我们又被谁而遇上
忍痛许久的伤终於能原谅
在明白眼泪只是一种行囊
而我们都是彼此幸福的转站

期待某一天 某个街上无意中擦肩认出对方
我们只需自然 不会有人看穿

喜欢一首歌,可以是因为它的动人旋律,也可能因为歌词感动了我,往往我都是后者。
很少听品冠的歌曲,却爱上了这首歌,反复听了好多次。
无他,我有一个很爱听光良品冠歌曲的室友。她介绍了我许多以往忽略的经典歌曲。假如现在的我才开始喜欢他们,那会不会迟了些呢?