Birthday Celebration

Last few days, I received a sms ask me whether wanna join a birthday celebration with one of our nice lecturer this thursday. At the moment, my mind told me instantly that I can't join due to my on-call in ward that day. I rejected the invitation with a 'nice' excuse but I was persuaded to go. The time of celebration wouldn't crash with my on-call. However, I still hold on my decision. Furthermore I have a viva test on the next day.

I do not mean not to absent the celebration purposely. When I think back properly, I never attend any party or celebration with the lecturer since last year. Not due to 'special' experience which I know only, hehe... What I can say, it's maybe because of the incorrect timing. :-P

Hope my friends will have a nice day with him tomorrow and wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY here. He is really a nice doctor and lecturer.

*It is almost the end of January of 2010. Time passes without we knowing... =.=lll

废话

刚才好无聊的开了一位朋友的部落格来看，突然醒觉自己也太久没有更新自己的部落格了。。。

最近的生活总是很乏味，每天周旋在医院和宿舍。每日的课程表总是那么的一成不变，堆积如山的topic,presentation,case summary...真不懂为何自己选择了这条路?

今早又被讲师批评我们是烂的一组，上课完全没有准备。好像听过几次同样的话了，有点麻木了。。。=.=lll

上课发呆慌神被抓包，被叫重复刚才的presentation内容，短暂性失忆症又发作了，一分钟前的东西竟然被我扭转了。下次千万别叫我转达讯息，我极度容易颠倒是非，到时别怪我。:-P

废话完毕，是时候埋头苦读了。。。唉，这是我的命。。。

跑步*回忆

全身肌肉酸痛，跑步留下来的。。。

太久没有跑步了，腿部肌肉全都‘硬化’了; 之前一直想找机会多运动。球技超差的我只有跑步的选择，无奈课业的忙碌是我最好的借口，从而一拖再拖。这个星期一口气连续两天实行我的跑步计划，也不去计较太阳是多么猛烈。

未踏入象牙塔，我完全没有跑步的习惯，只是曾于友人谈起未来进入大学后，我们要相约去跑步，背后还藏了只有我们了解的原因。可惜，这个约定无法一起完成，我也太久没有遇见她了。好怀恋当年纯纯的友情。。。

感激在我生命的旅途中留下脚印的朋友们，不管是否还继续保持联络，只要我的记忆犹在，我都不会忘记。

ENT

Today is my second day in the ENT posting (Ear, Nose, Throat). Before this, I have prepared to be very busy for these 2 weeks due to my friends experiences. However, what I imagine is not so similar to the reality. It is super super crowded in the clinic and busy than i can think.

Today we had a class with Prof Amin. He mentioned that he is quite worry of the quality of doctors produced by University Malaya. A good doctor depends on the attitude, not the knowledge only. Will I be a good doctor later? It is a BIG question mark....

I know that a medical student or in the future as a doctor, I should commitment to my job and role. Prof even mentioned that hospital will be our first home and patients are our first family. The house and our own 'blood-bond' family member only be the second. Wau... If every doctor can do like that, I think the quality of medical field would improve alot.

I still lack of confidence of myself whether I can do my best in the future? I mean in every aspect that is important in my life. Just try my best and do do do...... haha...Just want to find a pathway to express myself. Have to back to my busy life then.

2010

Today is the first day of 2010, my new start in my life. Just found out that i did not update myself for the last whole month. Busy? Still consider a good reason for that. But in fact, LAZY is the main culprit.

Although i have nothing special during my Gynaecology posting, i did alot special 'first time' last month, especially during A&E posting. I have my FIRST IV line set, FIRST cathether inserted, FIRST CPR, FIRST time meet with death. Within the 2 weeks, i have been so hardworking that i never have since i entered medical school. I even spent my christmas eve in the A&E, but not new year eve. hehe. What's my feeling toward A&E is we could meet with any variation of patients there. There could be very ill and chronic patients who fight to survive. However, i oso met with patients who did not appreciate their lives and with suicidal thoughts. They came in with PCM, detergent poisoning and Perfume poisoning??!! Appreciate the life given by our parents please...

What I can recall the activities done last week clearly was only for the last 2 weeks. (Short term memory, haih.......)

21 December: First day in A&E, did 2 CPR and knew 4 elective students from Australia there. Attend Christmas Night in Dewan Jermelang at night.

22 December: Another CPR done. Took photos with my coursemates at the UM 2009. (It seems like a traditional among MBBS students)

23 December: my FIRST blood donation. Had that thoughts after lunch in Secret Recipe. My poor right forearm is having haematoma until now due to my stupid and press to the wrong site. Had supper with our DISASTER lecturer after a class at 9pm.

24 December: went to check-up in Medicine Clinic. The Echo results show my heart problem was not so severe and no need to worry too much. (This was what i was told by the doctor). Check for my thyroid function test, another needle prick on my left forearm. :-P Have my dinner in Armcorp mall with my roomate, in the Korea restaurant we like.

25 December: Christmas Day. Spent the first minute in A&E. Hide in my room most of the time. Celebrate in front of our office with some of my coursemates.

26 December: Went out to meet up with my old friends.

27 December: Another Hiding day

28 December: Busy day since i have off myself too long

29 December: A&E, A&E, A&E.....

30 December: No electeric supply since morning till 9pm at night. It was so hot and dark.... Stupid hostel....

31 December: Last day in 2009 and also my A&E posting. Spent my last few hours of 2009 with girls and playing cards. Win a few games in the start, but i started to lose my luck after 12am :-( It seems i am going to win soon, but my friends managed to win me at the last minutes. Brain starting to slow down after some alcohol effect???

No fireworks, no shouting or countdown for my 2010, but i am glad it is a peaceful night. Hope i will have a wonderful 2010 and thanks for those who have coloured my 2009 calender. :-)