Thinking too much....

Looks like i already abondon my blog here for quite a long time. I only post my blog or express my feeling here when i feel down, this is just like my rubbish bin, very sorry ya...

Today i post another post here, it is quite obvious that my mood changes again. Actually, lots of things happen starting from september till now. I finshed my supplement exam and in the end I made it!!!

Entering phase 3B, I told myself i should be more hardworking and do not let the mistake happen again. Really, i did my promise for first week. After that, my bad habit comes back again. I start watching drama, 攻心计&下一站幸福. Especially the 2nd drama, it is a love story. I know it is not reality at all, but i still addicted to that. I really cham lo, keep dreaming...

The story line is quite similar to novel, and easy to predict the ending. However, I like Vanness very much, especially in ice-skating and also the court part. (for those who watch before will understand what i mean, hehe)

In fact, last few days I was totally in a bad mood, without any reason. Actually, i think this is due to some changes in my friends. I felt i am left behind. When i need someone to talk with, nobody can accompany me. They are busy with their own stuffs. Somore, my dear roommate takes her morning flight to Taiwan today. She will be there for 26 days. My other best friends are also going to go back their hometown this weekend after they have finish their own elective projects. In conclusion, I will be alone for quite a long time here, with less and less who I can believe to talk with because i used to share them my problems before this. I am not sure whether I can tahan for so long period...I totally can't live alone. haiz...

For 2 nights before, my tears are almost uncontrolled a few times when I think of my 'pity' situation. My dear roommate found out my abnormal behaviour and tried to counsel me, asked me not to think too much, everything is just fine... yaya, I hope I will be normal after few days.

Continue my long long story after my mood is better after this.