SPM results: 5 years before and after

Today is the important for every former Form 5 student because they will know the results of SPM after months of effort. So does my brother.

I told him last week this news once I know the date through the phone. I even made a joke that I hope to change my spectacles after knowing his results, since he always creates some surprises for us in his unexpected exam results.

Waiting his phone call whole morning, finally I made a call to him. He was busy that time. But I can feel his happiness over there.

'How many you get?' that's the first sentence when he answered.

'8'

'Huh? Really?'

Shocked...

'I get B+ in my Biology and Moral, the others are A+, A and A-'

'Congratulation!!! Really so surprised you will score so well'

Previously I always scold him for not studying and keep playing computer game, even my dad also feels so worry of him. But, the results prove that not neccessary to study all the time only can score well. He has clever while I only have hardworking.

Thinking of 5 years ago, I get marvellous results in my SPM too. I managed to enter Matriculation and UM medical school after that. All of these happened just like a routine. I never think of if someday I failed in continuing all of these, what will happen to me?

If I did not get a place in Matriculation, will I continue my study in Form 6?

Will I still choose in Biology or change to Physic?

If I do so, my future will change totally... I would not meet new friends here and my thinking will be different as well. I may not choose to study medicine in university anymore.

Back to reality, we can't go back to the past. All of these were just memories. There was no so many 'what if' for me too. I cannot always live in the memory that I was still the top student in the school. Life goes on. I have to admit I am not excellent anymore. What I can do now is trying my best in strive for the best.

Congrates to my brother again. You are our prouds. =)